I've been thinking about some things that occurred lately, so many thoughts yet so little that bring benefit to myself. I'm a try hard thinker but never successful at accomplishing it. I just don't know why. I miss my family, I miss home. When I was young, my grandfather thought me lessons about life. As time past, the more i thought of him, the stronger the memories grow. He had the best tales that coloured my childhood, but before telling them to me, he had always asked me a favour. I was so eager to know that I would never consider his favour as a problem. Well, let's just pray that he rests peacefully in Jannah.

Mum's in KL now and I feel lonely enough to make myself look like someone who had just lost her job or something like that. I'm mommy's girl by the way :3 And I miss a lot of people, including Haidhar, Emma and my family. Muah. Sometimes I wish my best friend lives next door so I could just walk to her house and get all crazy with them. I meant crazy in a good way, for instance, crazy about our math test. Just lying. I'm bored.

On the other hand I feel sick of actually going to school after 3 torturing weeks of the final exam!! I guess September is too early for the finals when the actual holiday is by the end of November. Yes. I repeat, by the end of November. BY THE END OF NOVEMBER. So the results are out and I was inspired to change for a better student, not to mention, for the sake of being one of the SPM 2013 candidates. Words can never explain how worried I am for next year. These are one of the few things I should do in preparation for my SPM.

Next year, I should:

• Attend tuition for several subjects as follows: Physic, Chemistry, Bahasa Melayu. 
• Always revise back after each lesson thought.
• Actually get my hands on my homework.

Okay bye!

Labels: School, thoughts